„I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me, but it’s hard to stay mad when there’s so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I’m seeing it all at once and it’s too much; my heart fills up like a balloon that’s about to burst. And then I remember.. to relax. And stop trying to hold on to it. And then it flows through me like rain. And I can’t feel anything but gratitude. For every single moment of my stupid, little life. You have no idea what I’m talking about, I’m sure. But don’t worry, you will, some day.”
(American Beauty)
aduceri aminte si stele 
i did understand some day, about all the choices i made or didn’t make that made me what i am…